I have been suffering from depression for years, most of which untreated, and two days in without my meds I am already experiencing a new episode.

Whenever my brain starts rambling on, I start delving into self-disruptive thoughts which more often than not lead to sad, upset and depressive moods…


So, what shall I even begin with?

Myself in my Ashnikko hoodie.

Sex Worker, as defined by Merriam-Webster, is “a person whose work involves sexually explicit behaviour”. It sounds pretty right, doesn’t it? Oh well, what if I added that the line right after this one continues like this “especially: PROSTITUTE”.

Now, it goes without…


I love pizza more than anything else (besides dogs), yet it managed to put me in a very dark place.

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At this point, I think we have all understood that I suffer from depression and anxiety. However, have we actually realized its magnitude over my daily life and the ones…


95% of trans-friendly men prefer pre- or non-operative transgender individuals. Whilst for post-operative trans women, it is particularly hard to engage in a stable relationship.

This is what my aspiring SD told me, after he had previously said that our relationship would most likely not be a long-lasting one. To…


I know I cannot predict it, but I want to believe that “everything is going to be alright”.

Reviewing a mental health service that on multiple occasions let me down…although it might have been my fault.

When I first moved to the UK, two years ago, I started a new chapter and for a while everything was going for the best. Then, the anxiety that had been haunting…


How do I live my hair situation, and how much importance do I give to it as a 20-year-old trans woman?

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I remember being a little kid with my buzz-cut, rolling around the playground while pretending to be a fairy of some sort. Back then, I didn’t have much say in what type of haircut I should have worn, so for years, I never even questioned if I could do something…


My explanation to why I am not gross, but how this is actually something that loads of people go through.

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When I first got interested in someone as a teen, I noticed how, while everyone was complaining from their odor, I never had problems with it. Instead, I did not…


It gives me the momentary illusion that someone is actually into me

When I came out to my parents and closest friends, I knew that a good deal of things would have changed, and dating was ultimately one of them. …


Every time I walk down a street, a yard, a field, a path, my thoughts start rambling on and a maze develops within my mind. I might scream, cry or even beg, the possibilities are basically endless when no one is around to stop me. I spent many days of…


It has already been two years since I moved to the UK to study…so, what do I think? How do I like it? Is it worth settling here? Should you do it too? …

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